Chemo crankiness and books
So I have my penultimate treatment today. It is three in the morning and I cannot sleep. Which is th reason for the crankiness. I just keep thinking about it and how sick it makes me and how much I hate it. Blargh. Just thinking about it makes me nauseous. I realize that it is possibly psychological at this point. I am so wanting it to be over. This second time around seems to be worse than the first time. Everything about it sucks, including all the blood work. They have to take from my port and it is always painful. I dread it. On the other hand, I only have one more session after today. Since I can’t sleep, I am watching X-Files to take my mind off of it, it is sort of working…
Have been reading some good books. Still working on Pride and Prejudice and Zombies and the newest Kitty Norville book by Carrie Vaughn. Finished the third book in the Gallagher Girls series, Don’t Judge a Girl by Her Cover, by Ally Carter, I totally adore that series. So much fun!
Dear Faith – so sorry to hear that you are struggling right now, I will be lifting you up in prayer that you can endure the LAST of the treatments! I have been there sister, and it does suck, but know that there is light at the end of the tunnel!! Things will get more positive after that, & the energy will slowly return, as well as the hair! I’ll be praying for you all day today! Your sister in cancer ~